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Edyuu Civet

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[07 Sep 2006|05:28am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

New journal. 


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[06 Sep 2006|02:05pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Yeah,I'm not leaving. it was a momentary bitchfest. OH WELZ. I'mmaking a new layout.

Have a date this weekend with AJ. *is happy* :P

I still need to reply in xfinal_heartsx

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Bitch [03 Sep 2006|01:12am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Yeah, I was being a bitch. I'm back. 

I'm so fucking tired, but I can't sleep. 


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Man. [22 Aug 2006|05:21pm]
[ mood | blah ]

man. I'm not a lesbian. I'm not anything. I'm... Sick of this. I want to be alone. I want to do what I want. I want to be me. I don't want to be called emo or anything like that just because I'm depressed. I don't want any of you people to be all, "Bla bla, it's just a phase, you're just being stupid, I'm sick of you." I don't want ANYTHING from you but to be left alone. I'm so sick of all of you. I'm changing my screen name, I'm changing my livejournal, I'm LEAVING.

-The Managment

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WITHH A CAPITAL L FOR LESBIAN~! [22 Aug 2006|01:32pm]
[ mood | confused ]

So, I think I'm basically almost a lesbian. This kind of.... bothers me, a little. I wish I liked a lot of guys I don't. Mostly ones who like me. Well... One. and it's sort of.. nice at the same time.

Stayed home from school today. I felt like shit.

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[09 Aug 2006|03:46pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Recently, I've been feeling really weak. I'm always tired. I played outside for 2 minutes and could hardly breathe. I'm hardly breathing now... 

I can't eat veggies, because they make me vomit. I can't eat more than about 5 crackers without getting sharp stomach pains. I always feel so empty, but when I eat a little, I feel insanely full.

And I feel like I'm living in my own little world all the time. Like nothing is real. 

So, I'm not that great right now.

Asked jordan out. She said yes. Made me feel good. And Rebecca is here, so that makes me feel good too, but at the same time not, because I feel like being alone again. I really like being around her, but I just feel like... I don't know, like I'm acting? Like I'm an actor and I'm putting on a show. If I'm not moving enough or talking enough then the show sucks and I've failed, so I have to keep going. I always kind of feel like that.

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Wooo! [30 Jul 2006|07:53pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

From now on, Edyuu is friends only. Comment to be added.

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[27 Jul 2006|01:39pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Hi! :D Got a picture for you stalkers.

Comments loved.

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Alabama [26 Jul 2006|12:39pm]
[ mood | awake ]

so ,i'm in alabama and there isn't much to do. I left my eraser at home. ;-;

Anyway, I'm in my uncle's room/garage/apartment whatever. it's off the side of the house, and it's kind of cool.

I've never felt close to my uncle. He's always seemed to hate me, but now that he's showing me how to play this game thing online, it seems different. I guess we just have different intrests.

xD he's sleeping in a chair and watching walker texas ranger.

I'd like to give a shout out to epistaxis.


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all things concerning Edyuu [24 Jul 2006|11:42pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

So, Myuu doesn't have time for me anymore. At first, I was upset, but it faded in to an uncaring feeling. I don't really care. I mean, yeah it would be nice to be able to talk to her, but it's not like I'd die if I didn't. I could live without talking to ANYONE.

In other news, I'm getting in to Dungeons and Dragons. Going to get some books and dice in Alabama. I'm leaving later today, actually. And I'm not even packed yet. 

Every time we go anywhere, I know I could die. I could be in a car crash, plane crash, I could have any number of medical problems. I could be killed, kidnapped, etc. This worries me a little, but not that much.

Watching Troy. It's fun fun fun.

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[05 Jul 2006|05:01pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I snuck on dad's computer, because I'v already killed two of them. Yeah. Anyway, I'm REALLY bored.

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[30 Jun 2006|06:20pm]
[ mood | excited ]







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[23 Jun 2006|06:31pm]


And all I have to do now is clean the back porch! :D

Happy Buy Day, Lain! You were bought on June 23rd, at 9:35 P.M. EST!

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[23 Jun 2006|08:01am]
I might get a SEL doll todat! :O
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A short story. IT HAS A MORAL! :D [22 Jun 2006|03:33am]
Once upon a time, there was a little boy named Robert. Robert never listened to his mother.
One day, he was chewing on a safty pin. His mother told him he would swallow it and choke, but being the idiot that he was, Robert did not listen. Eventually, he swallowed it.
His throat muscles squeezed it JUST right, and it oppened, stabbing through the back of his throat. Robert tried to scream, but in vain.
Blood began to flow down his throat into his lungs and stomach. Robert began to feel sick, and vomited. Unfortunatly, it hurt so bad he tried to scream at the same time. This caused vomit to drip into his lungs. The acid slowly began to burn away the pink organs. He continued to bleed profusly from the mouth as his insides were slowly devoured by his own juices. Coughing, he fell over. He began to have a seizure due to hemorrohagage, and died.
Moral: Listen to your mother.
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ZOMGWTFBBQDDRLOLZ [21 Jun 2006|11:10pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

I GOT ACCEPTED AT xfinal_heartsx! *ASPLODES!* AND I'M PLAYING RIKU. SO HURRY UP AND APPLY, VULPI. *must make random Riku/Kairi fluff with j00*

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[21 Jun 2006|08:17am]
[ mood | apathetic ]

I began the day with talking to Vulpi again, and watching SEL, Which I LOVE. Then me and Vulpi played around on this painting thing. She has more skill than I can ever hope for. :D

I tried to organize all my files and my desktop. Got the desktop cleaned. I was in the middle of renaming all my Icons when siddenly I got distracted, and ended up saving even MORE icons. About 20 Lain ones. I should be asleep, but I'm not. Go me.

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Livejournal [19 Jun 2006|05:28pm]
[ mood | busy ]

So, I'm joining another livejournal community. It's basically a ripoff of newworldofff except.... Okay, it's exactly the same, but I can play anyone, because it's so new. >D and I want to play Riku. >_> and maybe Kadaj, if they have him. Thay don't have olette, cause they are rat bastards.

Josh is joining Livejournal. Wh33j.

Off I go to look for more roleplaying communities.

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[19 Jun 2006|04:36am]
[ mood | sore ]

Two new KH fanfics.


I hope you all enjoy them as much as I enjoyed writing them. The second is my favorite... <_<   >_>   <_<
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[19 Jun 2006|12:55am]
[ mood | bored ]

I went to bed at around noon and woke up at 1:00 AM. I tought it was about 9:00, but dad was in bed already. He's been going to sleep more early than normal... Weird. seifer from newworldofff wants my mood theme. i'm looking into it. THEME IS THANKS TO VULPI FOR LINKING ME. <3333333 So, I'm bored now.

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